Heavy heart’s beating in silence
revealing raw ugly flaw
gnawing repetitive emotions
words tumbled on the bed of thorns
promises made are broken
a tragic virtual demise
true worth questioned.
In silent retreat
listening to my heartbeat
what it tells me matters most
can’t face to meet the worst
in hindsight flashes of foresight
when things are not right
when it was too good to be true.
I’m forced to counter flow.
It’s storms which am afraid of
not the shower of blessings in your hand
who could not wish to advance?
Promise a future fortunate found.
Been burned before could I let myself embroiled?
Charmed but I’m terribly broke
pieces of me bound in parcel
thrown to the deepest trench
of the sea . Hopelessly irretrievable.
Peace and serenity what after’s my heart
at the moment for a new start.
To fathom the day and seize life
with thoughts clarity as fair price.