Maybe, I needed a few checkup the doctors want if I’m perfectly sane or what’s really occupying at the back of my brain.
Simply, human mind is hard to understand right? But the truth is despite life’s atrocities. I’ve never felt quieter and more at peace with myself at the moment. I feel like a new being so serene and peaceful deep within maybe, it’s because I’ve been honest with myself pouring everything out on the pages of my blogs. Knowing, I’m not hiding anything at all ….I have no husband who stressed and vexed me everyday no liaison or any relationship outside marriage to reckon with . I’m simply being me reflecting on my past actions and I’m glad I did my part and noticed that I can write though there are many syntax and typos and grammar issues at times by publishing or posting without editing not minding of the consequences of my actions. The best part is, I did try to defeat my fears well, it’s a great feat but thankful that I did it.
Now, sorry folks . I just accepted a new challenge and it’s rather a tough one because it will bring floodgates from heavens to open but I want to make my blogs balanced so I’ll try posting illusionary dreamlike passionate love notes on my other site . If you want to see or visit it’s a pleasure on my part. I would love it.
I am light and darkness rolled into one so for now let the darkness roar and thunder!
Deep inside we let darkness sit in the center of our being . letting both darkness and light dwell inside us knowing that we can’t appreciate life nor we’ll be able to have a deeper contact within our soul if we can’t balance and accept the darkness that reign within us.
What would it be like if there is no night ?
What would it be like if there’s no rain?
Light dispels the darkness just as truth conquers lies . Good or bad that’s who we are . Let us appreciate the beauty within us and balance it with the darkness of our being to know and understand ourselves better and find the existence of both worlds and all humanity itself.