i tried to control myself
trying to forget you because I know it’s wrong
but my stupid heart says go on
and here I am again trying to pull you closer
then pulls you out again, a friend says life is a journey
i quoted it but simply don’t walk it
to journey life with you while you’re there
putting myself together again your my destination
and life without you is not living at all
please forgive me this time I’ll pull you closer
I wont pull back and promise a love that’s true
I’m broken and everyday i walked on eggshells
with shards scattered upon my feet as i tread
hurting my feet as blood flows you make me whole again
my soul’s lost without you it’s forever blue
the pain of our parting then brought bitter pain in my heart
and i cried day and night how would you know?
you never forgive me since then
my pride got the better hold on me
I never tried to call you
it’s not my style and fear gripped me
you never answer my messages though innocent it was
to greet you hello and how are you to inspire
and urge you wishing a good day.
forgive me, my fear to wander down the forest
pool’s where sirens swims naked under the burning sun
i don’t like it anymore when you’re simply not there.
I’m not afraid to wander in the dark so long as you are there.
even though, i know it’s wrong to love you this way
but i just can’t let you go the pain of losing you kills me too.
hearts broken, torn, untended without you.
please make me complete let’ s journey together
to a our ever after
please forgive me.