forever

a lonely child i was searching for  forever in her heart

wishing and dreaming that forever will come true

even abused,  used and despised she still

 believe in forever in her life she can’t live her husband

and kids for that forever she seeks in her heart

even pain and miseries and heartaches assail her senses

 she still don’t give up hoping that he’ll change

someday her forever even she didn’t love him from the start

he’ll change and cherish her adore her and worship her heart

 reluctantly she feared the unknown looking out from  the

 pain that rules in her heart still she’s not losing sight

 by being a battered wife hoping, he’ll change and forever they’ll

live a happy ever after.

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8 comments

  1. globalunison · April 27, 2015

    Forever brings a lot of hope with it and we keep on making simple things complex only for a forever that could have never been ours. Hope is what keeps you going and will in the future. You go girl!

    -Naima

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    • franz · April 27, 2015

      hoping is vain I’ve always been the one who always wants forever but it seems the problem persist . Maybe, he will never be my forever I have to live on my own even without a man on my side.

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      • globalunison · April 27, 2015

        Hoping gets you through — it helps you heal and look forward. It’s the hope that keeps us going regardless. You might not see it now but you will in time..

        -Naima

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      • franz · April 27, 2015

        i know

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    • franz · April 27, 2015

      i will believe in my forever but definitely it’s not with my husband anymore all the hopes are gone. it’ll break my heart because my first idea of forever are shatterred I know I can still find an eternity somewhere more divine

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      • globalunison · April 27, 2015

        Well that’s a start that you can see a forever somewhere else..

        -Naima

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      • franz · April 27, 2015

        yes, I can’t live with him anymore I am like a bunny on a cage .

        Liked by 1 person

  2. sulagno13 · April 27, 2015

    i really feel for you. It seems you are going through a lot 😦

    Like

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