Doubts and confusion clouds my head but something deep within my heart tells me to go on no matter how hard the fight. Being lost and broken and all my beings are dismantled , mangled and torn. But, If i stop now it will only lead to bouts of regrets on my part for not taking measures to make things right.
To rise above the storms like an eagle soaring up in the sky . I believe everyone needs second chances to rise after the fall. I know that I have much to learn in this world.
The challenges make me lose control and I found out how vulnerable I was. You might not know it, I suffered severe depression and great blows after blows hits me hard. Through it all accepting that life is not perfect after all makes me loosen a bit.
I learned that happiness lies within wherever you are whether your alone or in a crowd. To love myself more and know my wants and desires and aspirations in life to build a better me and a better world.
Letting light comes out from my sufferings and anxieties finding beauty in the darkness to find the light and understand human heart.I know I’m not perfect but all of us are not perfect anyways. Those who are you can throw stones at me and kill me to death I won’t argue I’ll gladly give my life to you.
I’m just a dust in this world and I want to make a great positive change in my life to feel that I mattered. That I can do small things and be able to share something in me to the world is accomplishment enough.