“SOMETIMES WHAT YOUR MOST AFRAID OF DOING IS THE VERY THING THAT WILL SET YOU FREE”
Am I good enough to launch my writing career? that is a million dollar question .I have lots of apprehensions and insecurities over my unproven skill.
The fear that clouded my will and determination to pursue my dream tried to stop me . My mind tells me your not worth it. My mind is trying to question my capacity while my heart encourage me to go on. Telling me you don’t need to be perfect to get started . So here I am, trying to share the piece of me for the world to uncover .To meet my dream by following the beatings of my heart .
Reading is what I love most .s…my days is not complete without a book beside me. You can see me at the nooks of libraries, having my head bowed in a book cover .Reading fascinates me. Being so painfully shy ,emotional and sensitive . Reading takes me to places I’ve never been.I am a naturally born free-spirited person but never have the chance to explore the world so, the book is my best friend and confidant. I don’t have lots of friends but the ones I gather maybe two or three lasted two decades after . that Even distance could never alter the bonds we have while we were still in our schoolgirl uniforms. We have one thing in common we are a bunches of bookworm.
I know that writing is not easy. I have to struggle with language barrier and grammatical errors . Please forgive me if you found some on my writings. It’s something that I have to work out with by going to the basics. But allow me to go on my rantings about a dream I was about to build , a career path , and a niche in life where I have none. This opportunity will get me there someday through hard work and determination . I will try to go on even setbacks and uncertainty might hinder me along the way. I know by pursuing after my long forgotten dream will give me a deeper sense of self fulfillment and happiness .I believe that success without happiness is useless . My failures in this chosen field will vouch me to be good in my chosen career, which will teach me to learn and grow as an individual . As a person , as a woman who finally found something to dream on .I want to do freelance jobs where I don’t have to juggle with the daily morning traffic in our country . Where I am the master of my time and wear my shorts and pajamas comfortably . Where I can set time to bond and have time with my kids. Do the laundry and tons of everyday infinite housework. Being a mother, I don’t want to work outside our home and everyday routines irritates me .This is how a struggling writer started to create her story ,fired by passion and determination to build her world through dreams and aspirations .